The Prayers

Here I am offering my special prayers to Goddess Durka. I chose a maroon saree with orange border for this special day. My sister Nilu (on the left with red half saree) is an expert in bridal dressing. She helped me wear this saree and all the accessories appropriately. My little sister in law Roopa (on the right with shalwar) joined with us when I am about to do my make up. I didnt do heavy make up for today. After we were done finally joined by the main lady, my wife to be Vidhya (green saree).

It is customary in our family that all the boys should worship the goddess as a bride before the their wedding day. Only female relatives and the groom who dressed as a bride are supposed to do this prayers. This has been carried for centuries as a sincere gratitude to goddess Durka.

From the moment I saw Vidhya ,she was teasing me! that is what I love the most from her. She liked that we both were wearing orange border sarees. Then she said she has a gift for me. She asked me to close my eyes and placed a thick jasmine garland on my hair. I started to feel so womanly. I was trying my best to hide my joy while we all posed for Mom's camera.

A Favor Turned Bliss

I woke up at hotel room booked for wedding this morning knowing its going to be special. I finished my morning routines and came back to open today's special dress a green silk saree. My cousine roopa gifted me the saree last week. First I wore the blue tie behind blouse and adjusted for bust with clothes. Yes I am a  boy.

My name is Kumar. Studying engineering final year. My cousin Rooba is getting married today. She is a very special person in my life. We have been very close friends since childhood. She fell in love with a guy 2 years before but her family didn't approve. Now she is getting married secretly with him inviting a small set of people. At the last moment her brides maid friend refused to attend. She was very upset and crying last night. I couldn't stand seeing her broken before her special day. I went to her and promised that I will be her brides maid and assured her I dont give a damn about what others may think. She was so glad and hugged me and said it wouldnt be a problem since everyone coming for the wedding are pretty open minded and her boyfriend himself is a big transgender rights activist.

Now I am fully wrapped perfectly in saree. Just few minutes back a hairdresser did Roops's and my hair. Finally we are done getting dressed. It was a strange feeling that a classy piece of cloth tied around your hip restricting your movement. It will only allow you to take small elegant steps while walking. The dangling sounds from the bangles and anklets feels like they always calling for attention from anyone near by. Adding to that all the accessories like ear ring necklace and the styled wig all making me movements so slowl and elegant. And finally the most exciting part is the feeling of wind blowing  though the exposed back, semi exposed chest by the deep blouse and the exposed hip region took me to heaven. I was enjoying every bit being in this dress thinking as a girl. Then suddenly Roopa woke me from my day dream.

Roopa : I know you are enjoying being a girl. (Giggled) Still it is a great thing you are doing for me. No one will do such a thing in our society. I am in debt for you.

Me : Oh First I too thought like I am doing a great thing. But now...Yes you are right  I am enjoying it. If i didn't choose to help you out I would've missed a great thing in life. Seems like I will get addicted to it. (I smiled back)

Roopa : Aww dear, What have I got you into!! If you ever feel like you want to be dolled up and hang around with some one, you always have me!! Dont worry.

I was so moved and so happy that I got the best cousin in the world. Then she insisted on we taking photo-shoot on this remarkable day before we head for the wedding hall. She attached two Roses on my hair making me more girly before she made me give poses for her camera. All these pictures were taken on that day at the hotel lawn. I am really looking forward to spend more time with Roopa as Kumari in the future.

Domestic Discipline

I am Suman. My elder sister Rani got married to a rich business man called Subash almost a year ago. Both are living happily in Chennai. I visited their home last week without informing to surprise them.

At their home it was me who was surprised. When I was just about to enter, I saw a beautiful lady dressed in black saree with blue border beyond the gates. She looked like a matured woman in her early 30s. She was dressed too simple to be a visitor but certainly had done her touch up light lipstick and simple jeweleries like ear ring bangles and a chain. For a moment I was shocked and got furious that Subash was having a secret affair. Then I heard

Rani: Subha!!!! What are you doing here Dolly. Now quickly prepare the lunch. Dont delay the preparation as you always do. Remember why you are getting punished as a house wife ??

Only then it struck me that Subha was indeed ..... Subash..

Subash: Yes madame, I am being punished for coming home late every night!!

Rani: Good. Now be quick or else next time you will be punished as a servant maid!

Subash: Yes madam (and Subash blushes as he rushed in)

Not wanting to ruin their fun I called to Rani and informed I will be coming to their home in half an hour giving them some time to recover. I went there after 40 minutes and to my shock I was greeted by Subha as per the order from Rani. I never knew my sister was this stubborn and dominating. I enjoyed the rest of the day.

High School Love

Saran: Hey Ramya !! I came all the way like this to see you.

Ramya: Sorry mam I dont...... wait. WHAT is it you Saran?? Why are you dressed in half saree!!

Saran: Since our parents didn't like us talking I disguised my self like this to meet you!!

Ramya: Oh Sweet!! you look so darling in this dress!! You can be my girlfriend instead of BF..  Finally we can spend a lot of girly times together. I cant wait till I put you on my all other dresses

(Saran thought it would be only one day but now the situation has turned that he will have to be her GF till both grow up)

Relationship Advise

Ramya (In Orange): Say "Hi" to our neighbor!! Vaishali!!

Vishal was was caught taken back by surprise visit from the neighboring girl Uma while he was indulged in his favorite hobby cross-dressing with his wife. He some how manged to get his courage back to say "Hi" to Uma.

Vishal(in purple): Hi Uma!! (and started blushing)

Uma: Hi Vishal..oops I should call you Vaishali now !!

Ramya : Oh sorry Vaishali! I forgot to tell you that we are having Uma for the evening. Few days back she came weeping to me saying that she and her Husband Anil never get along. She was curious to know how we two are always close. Thats when I told about Vishali. And our free time hobby. She wouldn't believe!! So I invited over today!

Vishal: Its fine dear!! Its nice to have a visitor for a change. What would you like to drink, Uma! Tea or Coffee!?

Uma: Just tea!! is fine
Uma just spat out the words still not recovering from the shock how her Macho neighbor is having such a flowery hobby while vishal went in side to make Tea. She started to wonder how her husband Anil would look like in a transparent saree like this and how the nail polish, wig , bangles and all the accessories going to look on Anil. Then Ramya broke the silence..

Ramya: Hey snap out!!! Started thinking about Anil already!! You should bring Anita one day for a cup of tea... I mean Anil...

Then both stated laughing.

College Tradition

I chose the red red saree for the final day of the games festival organized by the neighboring ladies college. The main purpose of the festival is to raise fund for charity. Many boys colleges were invited to participate. It is a custom that that all those who lost in the games should dress in traditional girls clothes for the final party. Many people will come to see the event paying huge amounts on ticket. It was my best friend Ram who won the contest so he was the only one from our college dressed in Men's clothes.

Finally it was the photo-shoot sessions. I stood behind next to Ram holding his shoulder. Behind me were Ramesh and Sidharth from same college wearing halfsarees  and others were from rival boys colleges. It was really enjoyable to see all the bad boys from rival college dolled up in half sarees and made all girly in the public. On this day many girls complimented on how I carried on as lady wearing a saree while others chose to wear halfsarees. The girls also offered me to participate in their upcoming events as girl. I am glad I lost the match in the semi finals otherwise I wouldn't have got the chance to dress up in saree in public and hear the frequent noise of bangles from the hand and the weight and smell from the jasmine from my head. I'm pretty sure Ram is missing all these girly fun.

Ladies' Night-Out

My daughter's 16th birthday was approaching. Me and my wife decided to take her out for dinner on her Bday. On the Birthday we gifted our daughter an expensive green and blue half saree set. Then on that evening while we were getting ready to go out.

Swetha: Dad, Mom. I'm ready to go out for the dinner. Come out and see how I look in my new clothes!!! whats taking you so long to dress up.

Vidya: Wait we are just coming out!! I know you would look darling in the half saree we picked for you!!.. But before that I need you tell me how good I am at dressing this lady!!! (opening the room door) I was dressing her that's what took me so long.

Swetha: What!! Who is this lovely lady in pink and yellow half saree!!!?? Wait.... OMG is it you Dad!!!! (Swetha exclaimed!!).. Oh I cant believe it !!! You look so lovely in this half saree and you are even wearing more bangles than me. OMG I am going to love this!!!

Me: Yes dear!! we have been doing this for a long time. We were a little afraid to reveal it earlier. Now you are a big girl so final decided to come out with the biggest secret of our lives. I am glad you like it.

Swetha: Like!!! No....! I am just loving every bit of it. This transparent blouse and saree looks so good and sexy on you. I dont feel like calling you Dad now!!! (Swetha winked)

Vidya: Yes dear. My selections never fail me. This dress was his last year Bday gift from me. And one condition when he is dressed you should call him "MOM" not "Dad". You dont mind having two moms!? do you?! (All three of us laughed at this)

That dinner outing was never the same, We had a lot of fun and girly times. Ever since that night!! every weekend Swetha had two Moms at home.

Grandma's Wish

I'm Ganesh. In my 18 years of life this is the first time I am visiting my native village. I visited this place on request of my grandma since she is very ill these days. My parents decided not to come due to their long fight with grandma and grandpa.

When I met grandma first, I was really moved by her innocence and kindness. She was really happy to see me. All the relatives have been gathered there cz this might be her last days. On the 2nd day doctor visited and said she might not recover well unless we always keep her happy.

Next day I accidentally found an old diary of Grandma. There She had written many things about my parents fights with her and how she missed them for 15 years without even seeing them. She always dreamed about having a grand daughter... This was really touchy. So I decided to let her live the dream at least for few days. I told about this to one of the Aunts who was also visiting there. She promised me to help.

She took me to the village tailor and gave my measurements for stitching blouse and skirt. The tailor women gave weird looks. Then Aunt explained everything. After that the tailor was really helpful and promised me to give the best Pavadai thavani(lehenga voni) that she ever stitched.

On the next morning Aunt gave me the skirt and blouse to wear and see. It was a maroon skirt with orange border. Though I boldly decided to wear them earlier no I started to feel shy and nervous. I took the skirt with hesitation to wear.

Aunt: What do you think you are doing!!!

Me : Just thinking how to wear these!!!

Aunt: Yes silly you are not going to wear them like this.. First you going to need this!!

Then aunt threw a new pair of pink lace panty and bra to me.

Aunt: Now quick Ganeshwari we dont have all day, Get ready and meet me downstairs.

I carefully started to wear them one by one. Then I started to feel excited about it. First I wore the skirt then the blouse. Next I stuffed the bra with extra cloths to get the real breast look. Then finally wrapped the thavani around me. I just started to feel so girly. Then I adjusted the newly bought wig and stated wearing the accessories. The dangling sound of bangles made me more excited and thrilled. Finally I went down to meet aunty.

She quickly hugged me and said I look  very beautiful and  all the boys in the village will be dying to get to know me. This made me blush alot. Then aunt said few things are still missing  and stated working out on my make up.


Then she took me out despite my struggle and asked the flower seller to attach jasmine garlands on my hair. To avoid any suspicious I too had to act girly sat crossing my legs.

Later On the evening I met grandma. She was really happy to see me like that. Some relatives were supportive while others started to see me as a joke. Nevertheless I ignored them. Especially all of my 5 girl cousins were really supportive and started treating me like one of them. After that day grandma even lived a year longer than what every doctor had predicted. That is an unforgettable day in my life.

Ever since that every year I visit there on my vacations.Now I am 22 yrs old. During the entire vacation I stay with my two younger and one elder cousin sisters. Though they wear all sorts of cloths such as shalwar, jeans, skirt and blouse, they always insist me to stay on half saree, which I love the most. We hang around the village alot and have many girly times together. Their mom(Aunt) is also very supportive this. What I'm more excited about is that next month my elder cousin Ramya is getting married and she had me promised to her that I will be her bride's maid.

E mail by Sister

I am Sathees. I am the second in my family. My elder sister Shyamala got married to Sundar last year. One night she came home crying. She was really worried and disappointed about her drink and smoke addicted husband. She was also really angry about her husband for hiding these habits from her. Then for one week Amma (mom) consoled her giving advises. Then she left for her husbands once again. This happened 6 months before.

Last week Amma had left her laptop open and fell asleep. I just happened to see an opened e-mail. It was from my sister:

Dear Amma,

How are you?? Me and Sundar are now in his home town, a remote village for the vacation. Though we talk about this a lot over the phone, here I have attached the picture of me and Sundar. He is more of Sundari  in this pic. Yes that is how I call her "Sundari" when he is dressed. Now he is completely over his bad addiction and so badly addicted to his new feminization addiction.

Just last week I let Sundari wear her 1st Saree after confirming she is over with all her bad addictions. Since that day her enthusiasm increased dramatically. She now wants to cross dress every weekend. For this vacation we went on shopping for saree. Sundari chose this 8000 rs Blues and red silk saree. Next I dragged her into a women's tailor ship to give measurement for blouse stitching. At first Sundari was hesitant but later managed to stay there some how.

We took this picture just before leaving for the village temple. I helped her wear the new saree and she is absolutely delighted to wear the new jewellery. Even more than myself.  I made sure she wore jasmine garlands on head and bigger red pottu than me. I just decided to be simple with my green and orange saree. Wearing all these things plus dark red lipstick to be more feminine than me made Sundari blush alot. I always do tease her a lot on how much womanly she looks. Today was really a happy day in my life. It is really a heavenly feeling to feminize your husband.

I am ever so thankful for the feminization tips and ideas you gave me when I was there 6 months ago. Now I am a happy woman. I really wondered how you hid you and Appa (dad)'s dressing hidden from me and Sathees. I would be really glad if we could arrange a surprise meeting for Appa and Sundari dressed in Sarees. We could take some rest making the ladies serve us on that day. We will talk about it over the phone. NOW DELETE THE MAIL AFTER READING.

With Lots of Love
Hema

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Home stay

In our village it was custom for the groom to stay in bride's home as a women for 1 week before wedding. Here the brides family will try to take maximum advantage by teasing humiliating and ragging the groom.

Today is the last day of that week. After full week of enduring pain, humiliation, and of course lots of fun on the last day now I have to face my family who are about to visit now. My wife (to be)'s family had been really nice to me.

 My sister- in - law(SIL) gifted me a white half saree this morning. From 6 AM today my mother in law(MIL) and SIL are preparing me for the visitors. The blouse she gave was too feminine with floral print in the middle and transparent sleeves. I'm frequently having erections by looking at my own body dressed in skirt, blouse and half saree like this. Luckily the transparent thavani (voni) is covering it perfectly.

During the make up session my MIL also gifted me white ladies watch and asked me to wear bangles only on the right hand as it is the trend nowadays.

Here we are going to receive the visitors with my MIL in on my left and SIL on my right and she is still adjusting my hair. I'm more excited to see how my family is going to react to my transformation and specially my future wife who spent her week with my family.